Friday, March 25, 2005

yeppie EM3B is out of the window already. hah! a relatively easy paper . easy enuff for me to pass? =D *bleahz* hahaha .. so now wads left will be MF and TF hehe all the Fs . thats equals to (M+T)F eh? shit , i am getting mathematical againz .. arghz . so i was doing paper for the first hour or so and i got so tired that i fell asleep . =x and at that point i was left with 2 qns i dont know how to do . therefore i sought divine help thru sleeping .. heheh when i got up all the answers came to me .. =D smart right? =D *chuckles*

so i was watching this show just now , men of honour . its about this native amercain who had a dream of being a naval diver. carl brashear was his name. however during that time , blacks were being despiced/looked down. racist thingy thing. there wasnt any black naval divers in the navy then , and no one intend to let one be , thus officers didnt want to pass him on his test, but thru hard work and determination , he worked his way out of the test.

so one day he was sent to the sea to retrieve a fallen H-Bomb dropped from a downed bomber. after much difficulty , he managed to do so , but when lifting the bomb out of the sea, he broke his leg while saving other sailors from danger. so after that he couldnt do anymore diving. but this didnt put him down . he got his lower half of the leg amputated and fixed a replacement . so he was forced by this dang officer to walk 12 steps in a new model of diving suit , those heavy heavy kind ... heheh so he took up the challenge and walked the dang 12 steps . and with the encouragement of the officer whom helped him along the way , he was restored his post and was put on active duty after that . and he became the first black diver in the navy and he was the first diver with only one leg

oh well i am bad with words lah .. cant really tell the whole story , too long to put in words also .. dang . now i know why i always didnt do well in summary during O levels .. *wonders*

so so so .. was working thru last night to get my maths thingy done and was dang tired after that . so tired that i actually slept in the clubhouse for like 2 hrs . =x hehehe and trying my luck too . =x and then not even a soul came into the clubhouse except jas in her tooty glasses heheheh =x dang shock . at first i was wondering who in the world is this lady hahha a. =x *bleahz*

and the day pass me by just like tt . went home and get more ZZzzZZz .. heheh had a wonderful dream tho . dreamt of lotsa things well , including my future . its like my married in the future kinda thing . dreamt of courtship dreamt of falling in love . hah . divine indications ya? *crappy* dang if so , cant he drop me a bigger hint as in what should i do to make it big? i suppose he have got plans for everything ya? =)

haven been hearing from xl arh? bro was asking me abt her also . getting kinda worried that something bad might happen . haiz . lets hope not ya? well ... its over already . i think we should move on already? haiz . think she is going to blow her top if she sees this . well . this is my idea of the whole thingy , take it or leave it? u know me . this is me. right bloggy?

in seek of life we desire , of the life we are comfortable with , we have to let go some of the things along the way. we cant possibly bring everything with us . we will be tied down . like a hard disk drive , the amount of space we have is limited . using up the spaces completely or simply filling it up to the brim will have undesired outcomes. thus we should commit them into our memories. just like burning the data into cd or DVD . by doing so , we not only free up our mind , we keep memories of the things that have happen , so as not to forget the painful memories that occur during that time .

oh well .. to think of it looks like i am now being labeled the bad guy le . wad do i think i am to even like another ger? i am not qualified to receive love from anyone. just me and my wishful thinking that i will be able to fall in love again. *tsk tsk* me and my blardy heart!

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fav words of the day : *snores* ZzzzZzzzzZZz

- carl brashear
Scribbled by cow.drinks.milk @ 1:13 AM