yeah yeah . its like going to 2 am in the morning . i have been slacking the whole day . eating and watching tv . how slack can i be ? -_- i have to enjoy the slacking days b4 work starts catching up and suffocate me . tsk tsk .

fighting : one-to-one barehand fighting is the most basic form of fighting. there would be a time when one have to fight for the things that one believes and treasures .

wonder if i got it right or not . its from the jap serial that i have been watching . lolz encouraging ppl to fight eh? lolz *shrugs* food for thought . =D

*tsk tsk* being broke sure is terrible . no marnee to go here there anywhere . wanted to go to the beach or somewhere today . but i tot back that i haven got marnee put me off the idea completely. and i just have to settle with facing TV , LCD and Monitor screen . arggh . gonna be some potato soon eh? *bounce bounce*

have been trying hard to finish my "red rabbit" its by tom clancy. somehow i just cant comprehand wads written . and i notice a change in his writing compared to the other series i read . *shrugs* of perhaps its just my incapability to understand the book. anyway its talking abt CIA , KGB , esponiage and all .. hehehe kinda confusing espacially those russian names .. booo.. they do have long spellings that aint easy to remember. i wonder how long it takes for a young kid to fully remember the spelling of his name .. heheh and spelling it in russian sure will be tougher . hah . my name's still the best! : cowdrinkmilk! *cheers*

regrets : never regret things that u have done. u made it all happen.

lived by this sentence ever since sec sch . for those are the days when one have to make important decisions in life. heh .. cool eh? but it seems that many times i have made a wrong decision eh? and i have to live with it . yeah. thats call eat the shit u shit! *snorts*

long day at home. but have got nothing more to write . heh. tml shall not be a slacking day . gonna have dinner or lunch with moi aunt and two cutie cousins .. haha bubbly i would say. full of youth. heheh . maybe going over to help them with the fishy tank thingy .. hehe i am some aquarium freak. i talk to fishes !!! arh!!! thats wad bro always say tho . -_-

like shuang say fishes aint the best of pets for u cant hug and play with them .. make sense eh? perhaps i can stuck my hand in the tank and touch them? *evil grinz* hiak hiak... hey hey .. joking only man. i am not animal abuser ya? i got those kind looking face u know .. *smiles widely* heheheh .

yeah . so mum was telling me how to cook grandpa's way of flour coated diced pork. lolz . cannot reveal the recipe .. =x secret! hehehe . *bleahz* well .. was cooking it with bro .. so we inprovised the recipe to make it taste nicer. we cooked with sauce .. hehe but in the end it got kinda salty .. =x so mum said its the recipe grandpa always use .. and when i was eating it , the image of grandpa come flooding back . kinda nice tho . hehehe . tho the man physical body isnt here , his teaching and skills remain in this world .

Food of the day!!! : green goldfish pellet , aquori flakes staple food for all tropical fishes

hehehe the fishes seems to enjoy the food .. lolz every time i walk near to the tank , big one will start to swim towards the direction . hehehe cool eh? maybe when they see me they will get food . perhaps they are trying to say .. "swim with me swim with me " hehe =p i am sick .. from all the slacking at home .. booo

looks like we aint fated after all .