Saturday, August 20, 2005

woot . i almost forgot i got a blog . until the recent incident in the comm. i realise the power of blog. o.O woot woot woot .

well well .. many many stuffs happened from the time i last blog. stuffs that aint meant to be publisized on blogs. yup .. lots of stuffs happened. lets speak of the recent event eh? . so recently the whole class was drained to the last drip trying to do projects . DDACP . we are suppose to do a 5000 essay on 772 ( it means 777-200 , eg: 747-400 = 744 ) yeah practically we eat 772 drink 772 and breathe 772. there isnt enough time to do the project lah . we are not like free everyday to meet up and do kind. and wads worse is that this project require two person to work together in order to get the information out. believe me , u wouldnt want to try .

so in the process of doing i realised a few things .

other than the video that we were forced to watch for 5 hours , actually 6 . we didnt had enuff time for the other. so we were forced to find alternatives . somehow NBL has got a few books exactly on 772 . so mill was fast enuff to got hold of the first book .and he got me another but somehow it got spread around that we had the book. we didnt want to make a hoo haa all around lah . so we didnt want to be haolian abt it. so everyone started approaching us . like we do not need the book at all . there are 24 chapters in a book . and the information is all over in the book so we have to read EVERY single chapter . one by one extract the information and organize it. so ppl got worked up in the process of asking for the book . we were labeled "fuker" cool? hey hey i am mr fuker . how do u do? well , i am not that angry abt that tho . hes a nice guy , but we need the book as much as u do. serious.

well so there came another guy whom DEMANDED for the book like we owed him something. he asked us to take down the notes and pass it to him . uh? like how? i seriously do not understand. =\ serious . i am feeling dissapointed . to a very large extend infact.

i seriously don understand . =\ stuffs like websites , videos that can be shared , we are more than happy to share around. a book? where u have to look into every chapter? how in the world are we going to share? photocopy? duhz . sch doenst allow photocopying shit can. i simply don understand .

and there were a few books in the NBL . and the other group got it . u know it too well that not every one in the class has the book . u OPENLY showed the book to pete . HELLO? are u dumb or are u dumb? its obviously going to be unfair to the other groups lah. those who do not have the book will be marked by pete based on the knowledge that such a book exist and is available . i serious do not want to critisize u so openly but duhz? i feel damn unjusticed for the other groups lah. so wad if u got the book? u have to open and read like one kind in class and show off to the other ppl? duhz? we had the book in our bags everywhere we went and we didnt even dare to take it out in class lah.

shes a wonderful friend but a terrible classmate i must say. there have been far too many examples of her attitude in project workings . i did not dare to work with her anymore ever since the first time.

so according to mill ( whom btw accomodate me and xt at his house , thanks a mill.) ruilong was indeed very pissed with how things worked out tho. never in my 3 years knowing ruilong have he ever raised his voice . never. ever. until ytd that he raised his voice at her. tho i wasnt there personally , knowing it is enough already.

so personally i am quite unhappy with the progress of how the project is running. we got last for the last project which me and chan did like some mad cow. i had to compile the report over night and miss a few lessons inorder to get it out. chan had to stay late to get the computer to run the simulations. for all the effort we put in , we got last . a C . and people who did not do anything got A . by hitchhiking. DUH? kill me , just kill me.

sum wasnt of any help i must say for god knows how many times. he knows shit can? we were faced with problems on the drawing of the part . he got me to the front and showed me lots of stuffs which was totally irrelevant , it only mattered if i cleared this part of the landing gear. thanks a million for telling me the obvious. "u have to alter ur dimensions to get it right" duhz . like we have not tried it before. we were stucked at the point for a week already. trying trying and trying. so eventually i stripped the drawings down and did it all over. eventually it turned out that the way we drew it wasnt correct in the first place to start with. and sum was ranting all the way about changing the dimensions. if i followed ur way , i would have died infront of the computer 3 years before. argh .. this is total madness. -_-

sigh..

it got to a point sometimes that i just drop everything on hand and lie on the floor dead. i would be better dead for the rate things are going .

band was no better also . theres so many things running around the band that i got so sick of . now who says ngee ann band has got no politics. i say we have the same amount of politics as teh next band. tell me u liked the girl whom stepped on ur foot the other time. i say u are sick! the difference we have over the other bands is that we dare to admit we indeed have politics ! one of the keys to success is to realise where u failed the other time. get it ? dickos!

i seriously do not like the way she does her stuffs. she tends to get personal . on alot of stuffs. and she goes around talking to people hideously. she likes to poke her nose into every matter. i say wad people do in their private lives u let them be. wad they write in their blog u just let them be. u handle it professionally . they did not do their stuffs properly tell them straight during meetings . don go around talking behind curtains and stuffs. =\ isnt very nice isnt it? well , i am not that perfect either . but at least i try not to talk behind backs . ya get me? i am not trying critisize u tho. but i do not know how to tell u face to face. perhaps we can have a lil nice talk . i realli do not want to see the comm breaking into UR sect , MY sect , THE CoUPLE.

arent we suppose to work like a team? this isnt how a team works.

have been stressed up recently with all the stuffs happening. and the butt gets darker and darker day by day . the lighter lights more and more recently. the beer belly gets bigger and bigger day by day. *snorts* is this how life is supposed to be? it wasnt stated in the manual when i signed up .

its been a long time since i talked to my family already. brother was like having a fun time in office and me missing out on those interesting stories of his. mom have been running into some problems which i did not have time to talk to her . haven been accompanying her for a long time. so she called me that ytd when i forgot to inform her about me staying over at mill's . so i craked a joke which made me realise how much time i have been spending out of the house . " i think i see mill's mum more than seeing u already" i feel bad . guilty.

I BEG U ... I BEG U REALLY .. PETE .. STOP GIVING US ANYMORE PROJECTS ..

so i told jas todae, u come my house lah .. so u can accompany my mum .. well .. it made me tot of a wonderful idea. to let my gf acc my mom in teh future .. =) of cos ..the girl must be one that i love deeply . having her accing my mum is a bonus . =) well well .. anyone whom liked to apply pls drop me a mail ya?

ok .. i pee-ed in my pants todae . ever since primary school . wait . i NEVER pee-ed in my pants before. i did shit in my pants before ... but pee? eeekz ... ok .. i shall not go into how it happened , but it all had to do with me getting too anxious to get it out . the pee got directional change and it dirtied my pants . i had to clean my legs and sandals lah ! -_- its super embarass . argh heh .. =p

i have been suffering from serious sleep problems recently . too many projects and tests to do , i sleep pratically 5 am everyday . this had my biological clock go haywire . days that i do not have to stay up i could not fall asleep . its terrible. u live like a zombie , roaming earth with no clue when the next sleep will come.

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