** 1020hrs **

** used **

he rode down the road , spoken nothing except the directions home .the passing trees and bushes, pointing its branches and pointing at him laughing . though mocking at his stupidity. many thoughts flooded his already exhausted mind. many little little things that he does in the past came rushing back to him. he thought he could love all friend all. he was utterly wrong.

many a times he did stupid stuffs , not expecting anything in return. he really did not expect anything but some appreciation. a nod of head , a thank you , a hug, signs of appreciation. he got none . yet , he continued loving her like a sister like a good friend like someone important to him.

he is tired , he felt stupid , doing all these things for her. for what purpose does it serve? he didnt know.

$5.00

the meter shouted loudly in the car , not even stopping a moment to take not of him. sending a cruel and harsh message across the car.

"who cares how you feel now? PLEASE PAY FIVE DOLLARS. DID YOU LEAVE ANYTHING BEHIND? "

he simply took out a folded bill from the worn leather wallet and paid the driver.

even the driver , siting just mere distance away from him took no notice of his changed mood.

he walked away from the reversing cab and head home.

he didnt feel good .

he felt used

samu.