** 0330hrs **
** *pop* **
** wei wei ..... **

so as i said earlier , i will turn up for band . and actually on time! well .. 1335 is already counted as on time for me . tho it officially starts at 1330 . hehehe .. =p so band was duper boring today. well .. not realli so on the other hand if u consider playing lord of the rings. lolz . i got the feel for the higher register already. still not quite there yet . still a long way to go man.

well .. its simply irritating to sit in for band nowadays. indeed it have improved. but it is still as irritating. we tubes have to sit in and listen to the mistakes and the replays. and when someone makes a mistake , we tubes just have to stop and wait for our turn to play crochet and minim . and count our blardy rests . how fun ! tubist are the highest paid member of an orchestra. considering the pay divided by the amount of notes we play , our pay will be darn high i must say! and we have the most rest time! how about that! interested parties please apply over here! .... even after so many good points , its still waiting and waiting . and pausing and waiting .

waiting

waiting

waiting

waiting

waiting

waiting....

yeah ... and still waiting.

YES! STOP MAKING STUPID MISTAKES COS I AM STILL WAITING!

W A I T I N G !!!!

yeah . thats all i am gonna wait. so i walked out of the room for a smoke and a breath of fresh air. ... arh ... and i returned just in time for 5th movement. hobbits. =) nice song. and tubes have to aim for the note 2 octave higher .. and yeah . i made a fool out of myself! tho i tried. but still not there yet eh! =)

so after band . we had to wait for meeting to end. well .. i never knew waiting for a meeting to end can be so irritating. well .. i never was at the waiting end of this whole meeting thing. i am always the one inside . not outside. hur hur . so we went off to have dinner at azhar. then to chinatown.

woooo! have fun squezzing man! at this point of time , we were STUCK in the human traffic. this poor child in spiderman clothes have to endure this shit can! stuck int he traffic in sweat and all. and i can see that he is tired. i tried to offer him some mua chee .. but he ignored me. all he wanted was some fun at the night markets. in the end he might not even come here the next year. and the year after .. and many decades later. can u imagine the trauma this kid is taking. omg! cant they just move their stalls a lil backwards so that people can pass thru the space. the length of the walkway was just enuff for 4 ppl . MAX! thats it .. and u have a million people walking thru there! it took us 15 mins to walk a distance of 30m? OMG! all we wanted was some fun at the night markets. yeah .. some fun indeed. -_-

so we discovered this fabulous toy ! this gun popping thing! where the confetti will be popped out of the gun shaped thing. and the confetti are all stored in bullets kind of thing. omg! and u change the thing like how u reload a .38 ! omg! thats creative . a very saleable product i must say! or rather a very exaggerated way of littering the floor.

so after that , we headed home . and on our way home , we saw a huge group of bikers. like going for an outing kind! and we followed them from AYE to 99 turns , to kent ridge park . like altogether theres 20 over bikes there. omg! thats rather cool tho .. =) *cheers*

yeah on the way back , ji mo bian jie sounded again . hur. think there is nothing more to hide tho . alot of people knows wads going on. paper cant hold back any fire . well .. if u realli don want people to knw .. then ... well ... thats impossible bah . hard. tsk .. well .. wad can i say . =
indeed . wad can i realli say?

i think i have fallen too deeply le lah!

too deep too pull myself out le .

love ya lots!

samu
so is there anything that i can say?

lu : aint everything can be bought with money . tho i know the importance of money , there are realli many things that u can do with money. like u cant pay to make someone fall in love with u . like u cant pay to feel less guilty for hurting someone. get me?

the kid in spiderman dressing whom was traumatized by what happened today : smile! =) theres still a long way to go for u .

pw : u must have gone thru shit these few days man. i dont know .. but hang in there ya? remember ur dreams! remember how hard was it for u to come this far? u can make it! jiayouz!

chiu : i dont know wad i did to make u so pissed off . dont be so angry to me ok? sorry .. for wadever i did to make u so pissed off .. =\ i still dont know ...

u : *MUACKZ!*

i dreamt of losing u last night. and i never dared to go back to sleep after that.
i felt so helpless. i wasnt able to rescue u tho . =perhaps its just a dream after all . =yeah . and the monster whom chased us is stupid! =D DUMB! hahahaaahaa