** 1620hrs **
** lifeless **
** 2nd of June ... **

i was in the midst of typing one very nice story of a man.. a man whom inspired me greatly through his life experience...

every one you meet everyday is here to teach u a lesson

perhaps his story should not be posted . this is a story only to be told by the man himself . for it is he who knows it better than anyone else. his life told me many things. the only definate thing on earth is change. change is ever present and is here to stay. it will pounce on you when u lets ur guard down. and even if u are constantly preparing urself to change , it will find its way around and deliver a blow from ur back.

we live today like tomorrw never exist.

he woke me up . all the things i still hold on to turn into dust instantly. what is left behind are a handful or memories. painful memories . happy moments. dissapointing events of my life. on the day you are going to lose everything , its everything you are going to lose. its the things you hold on to , the lesser u hold on to , the lesser u are going to lose..

today - tomorrow's yesterday , yesterday's tomorrow.

alrights . something on a lighter note. the date of enlistment is drawing nearer and nearer. lawfatt even keep count of the days till 2nd of june. we stopped at 32 days few days ago . *smirk*. it will arrive someday and i am going to survive anyhow anywhere.

its going to be concert day on 20th of may . pops and classics - One Night In Japan. tremendous effort have been put into getting the show running.. the fabulous people behind the scenes tryign to get everything done . *applause* they have been doing a great job. they are a bunch of people who knows how to do , just no one to tell them what to do. many setbacks proves to bring everyone tighter together . lets just hope everythign turns out fine on the 20th.

i am still holding on to it . i know it . i just cant seemed to forget all teh happy moments together. 1 month prove too little too much. too little time too much shit. great. wadever it is , she seemed to be having much better a time than me . thats good. thats wad we all set out to do in the beginning. wanting the other to be happy.

it is no longer just holding hands and kissing. it has moved to a spritual stage where two hearts connect. its an irony indeed. *snorts*

samu

PnC 06 team : all the way dudes. * woosh*

jaslyn kho : happi birthday !

pete : chip chip chip munk munk munk