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oh yea . its the start of year 2008 already. 20 years 9mths and 5 days of living , 6 mths of ns and finally , 95 days to my 21st . just came back from yt's 21st . bbq and celebration.

nothing much to talking abt . but i have realised everyone have moved on in life . everyone got a job , a partner , a decent income , a proper education . the only thing constant is change . o.O

i am stuck . completely stuck . stuck with my life . neither forward nor back . stagnant . day in day out . i want to work . i want to earn a decent pay . but all i get is a mere allowance. crap! i hate to rant abt pay and ns . but it realli is taking a toll on my life . many things cant be done . and i realli mean many . -_- this is crap! ! ! ! CRAP in bold!

zzz

well... at least i am able to afford yt 21st present . which i paid 50% more . -_- arghz! but at least she liked it and it were the scent that she always use . phew... and choosing a 21st present aint easy . i even had to resort to buying NTUC voucher for her . lolz . that would be a pleasent surprise eh! haahhaa =x

so we started preparing for the bbq this afternoon. even after much protest from me and sy , she was so insistent that apple and egg over bbq will be nice . it was a bad idea from start . we got the ingredients ready for her lil experiment. and i was the one who was cooking her lil experiment for her! and it turned out as expected : inedible . zzzzz


all in all it was a great night for a gathering ....

yawnz ...

sighz... its been a tiring week .. sighz ...

tired .

samu